Somehow im my heart. I feel so lost and confused once again. I don't know why am i feeling like this now. I feel sad.

Every time when im thinking about something i was distracted by the people around me. Why am i so affected by them? I need to focus more!!

End of day, i was left alone. I hate the feeling of being lonely.

These are the mixed feelings that i had this week.
Anyways 7,8,9 of Jan is the Open house! This is the first time for me to take part in this event! Im so looking forward to it!

Today we are going to have a meeting at 3.30pm with all the committee members and students that are going to help out at this event. My Club alumni,Gabriel asked if im able to give a short speech to everyone so that i could motivate them to work even better! :D Maybe i should just give it a try yup. Some1 complained before that i always look very serious, so i will try to be more relaxed yup. I don't what to give everyone an impression that im a very difficult person to talk to. I will change for the better!

A few minutes more and its the end of 01/01/2010!

Yesterday 31 dec 09. MJ Appreciation Day! 1pm- 4pm

I metup with roger at tampines bus station at about 10.30am and we took bus 31 all the way down to marine parade! We are supposed to help to usher members to the restaurant. The place that the event was held at is at rolanda seafood restaurant! Its opened by one of our chruch members parents! The food there were delicious and at the same time i managed to catch up some of my old friends in the MJ zone! I had an enjoyable time there!


Me, Ai Ming ( My leader) , Daniel ( My Secondary Schoolmate)


Eh? Who called me?

Steamboat at Joanne's Place! 5.30pm - 2am

Our whole cell group travelled down to bukit batok to buy the ingredients for the steamboat later at night! Then i n ben went to kitchen to prepare the meat n ingredients while the rest of the members stayed in the living room to play the guitar.

The food and drinks were like overflowing! i ate till like gonna explode liao. too much le lol!

5,4,3,2,1, WOOOOO! HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

This is a year of a new beginning. With new Goals! New Resolutions! New opportunities!
This is a blessed year!! :D

We drank sparkling juice and at the same time watching rain fashion dance show on tv! wooots. Rain is the most talented dancer in korea man! wooots. i love his dance moves! LOL. Pictionary is the most random game i ever played man! daniel joshua aiming n grace anyhow draw also can guess the picture correctly! dunnoe how they do it lol. I LOST! omggg

i shall update my new year resolutions tml!

Merry Christmas everyone!
Jesus is the reason for this season!

Finally i decided to remake my blog again. 2009 has been a challenging year for me. Alot of decision-making, and turn of events have been happening non-stop since i entered SP.

I first came in as Aquaculture (SPAQ) member and went for their foc (freshmen orientation camp).

Then i became one of the commitee members for Food Connoisseur Club.(FCC)

I took part in SPCF English/Chinese Ministry for their bible studies and events.
This is my greatest achievement. I know these is considered quite minor to most of the chinese ministry members there.. but.. I can finally go for bible study in chinese now! woooo. =x

And finally i decided to take up the role as an acting president for aquaculture now. The truth is.. I think i wasn't capable enough to take up this role. Everything is quite new to me. Im considered an immature. Positions, Titles, Benefits meant nothing to me.

More importantly, is this the correct decision?

A few times i was quite troubled by this and got really depressed about my abilities. I wanted to leave. I'm weak. I'm a coward. This is the real me. Am i good enough ? I desperately hope i can understand each of my members heart.

But nevertheless God is good. Several times with tears in my eyes, he reassured me of my confidence level. It was never easy to have a breakthrough to begin with. Thats why the more i have to cherish everything and everyone that i have now.
As a president, i will do what i can and i leave the rest to God.

"Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path"




These are the people that i dedicate my time and effort on to:

Front: Ivone, Jessle, Hazel, Benji, Dalbert
Back: Me, Eugene, Bao sheng
Not in the picture: Lisa, Terence, Arif, Nevin, Joyce, Hajar, Poon, Haikal, Abuzaar




On the 25 December i went to Ang Mo kio to meetup with Carole, Thaim Heng, Ting Wei, Samuel.

Ting Wei had to attend a wedding in the evening so he had to leave first. We took a cab to chomp chomp and had our dinner there! Omg. i love the food there man! Its so similar to the one at east coast village! The fried prawn noodles, carrot cake, fried oyster omelet and carole's brother-in-law's parent's satay! Its serious the best satay i ever eaten so far. It was delicious!

We had our filling and we took a mrt towards orchard and took alot of photos there! The lightings there were magnificent!





Samuel, Carole, Me, Thaim Heng







Its been a looooonnggg time again that i last posted. =.= was really busy with alot of projects, tests,meetings, outings.. But nevertheless i still find the time is well spent and its fruitful. =D
This few photos concludes my month of july/aug..


FCC outing! (Me, alexia, jordan, samantha, de hao, Zakie)




Omg. This is the most stressful event out of all. The CRS module. hahaha. We are suppose to do a final discssion on global issues. My group will be presenting "Nuclear Power" to our teacher n fellow classmates in the form of press conference. hahaaa. this is a rough one i guess.


Morgan giving a brief summary on nuclear energy



Long time no post again~ busy with projects n tests~. Im back! met up with one of my chruch delphine go vivocity to eat and visit the national geographic museum/store there. The place was magnificent. Its shows the differents cultures from varioud countries and the display items were really beautiful. There was this picture that caught my eye.



This is the one.





Finally its FRIDAY! wowowow. Went out to century square to meet up wif jeremy n fara to eat at one of the hala food court. O.o halal pork. =x

halal chicken rice~


Meet up with my 2nd group for community service today! super tiring today.. Met up with my classmates in the morning and we proceed to the kampung senang again for community work. Here!


Good Job done!

Me,Senhao,Xiang xiang,Morgan,Sky,Melvin